better to do ...
day I was shopping with my parents.
My father gave me a jigsaw with all the bells and whistles OO
That was awesome ^ _ ^ I'm sooooo
somehow felt much better.
Only now and with things that reminded me of it I felt sick and I was sad.
perish days and I realize that I now find I need more help no one and must beistehn and blah, I gather more power for myself can.
Sure it hurts and I miss her.
But today is the first day after it was closing time where she has not written me or called and already feeling better. Always
their school stress, "step-carl", her mother and the General family stress, we went back NEM boyfriend / girlfriend drama or bad and Shafi is once again in the ass and everything has to be exciting ...
Simply buy time alone, talking without stress, be with people who take a just in n arm and think of a ... Family just ...
Next weekend is first ooooordendlich a drink because Daniel and Manu come ^ _ ^
The guys I've had long seen nothing around and I'm looking forward.
I've forgotten how nice it can be when nothing is.
I'm always more of a connoisseur .. a Seelebaumelnlasser .. The better off than in n Irischpub in ne disco.
Clyde asked if I go with the Caesar, but I was always the non-right.
gemüdlich dear to Horst.
Hey I'm now even more money because any gifts and nothing XD
Maybe soon I plan NEN trip to Bremen.
And I put aside to travel to what once again with my father.
Who knows how long I can still ...
Jasmin would really appreciate if I visit them.
must also make up I again I let myself relax you ...
Hmm ... maybe I'll bring her n Bear in people with size (if affordable, of course) they can cuddle and ... if they stick loppen acid is ^ _ ^ I also need
n Verkloppbär.
the Oo I have to carry so well until then ...
hundreds of kilometers with NEM bear on m lap ...
GG maybe you prefer one of the suitcases in n passt.XD
me today Have a vodka martini mixed .. shaken not stirred.
tastes good.
Absolut Vodka is absolutely delicious ^ ^ A Russian
it has strongly discouraged me.
On the 10th I go (as appropriate) in n jazz club where I anhöre.Live Blues.
morning I do the first time all alone n large soup pot.
soup with chicken and all the trimmings.
I buy nothing more ready to force me regularly to cook and eat fresh. Tomorrow I'll
me n appointment with the doctor and NEM dermatologist.
Hope knows how the cream is the one to make scars disappear so fast ...
somehow fits the color on and make it smaller or something ...
I hope that the M to get away to be reminded not always remember how naive I was.
€ 14 € or 24 think I've bought most of the times ... 'd write me the name to ...
But the money it is worth it.
The pain hidden away the advantages they is.
She pushed me eh nurnoch at a distance from the other began with the ...
had already ne guess but I thought I would nee the non-girlfriend relax .. do they love me too ..
Well .. if you love they do not usually stunted.
I'm as guilty of nothing but ... more than try to not repeat it. The
Heishunger away (on the contrary I take off again) and my body seems to be readjusted to better.
I have learned lately as quickly draw new strength from small things, so now where no longer there when I give them, I've more than enough.
I begin again to dream of a normal ... Have
tonight no nightmare had
oO That's rarely happened even in the relationship. XD
The coronation is I've been dreaming of Marie and I was neither angry nor anything else ...
She was to visit and we have so talked and I showed her nor the range and so ...
It was as if it is I do not care ...
I dream again intense and adventurous ...
begin And my eyes (have not) contribute to a lively again ...
you are sad if I was so hurt and my heart and bla ...
I could see today for the first time in the mirror again ... At first I thought I
the pain eats at me and had to get out the anger ...
but it's not anger that help me out ...
There is a certain indifference to me and I accept what decision she has made.
Whether it will be so happy I can not care ...
that I would be happy with it is improbable anyway ..
So I can also to accept that he now makes the same mistake as I ...
but I find funny that it's them "speak evil behind the back" by the time I've learned is upset about it what I said about it even though it still does not really lie behind her back was because I told her exactly the same also said ...
This awareness of the lack of the will protects me from being myself and my fellow men as acting and deciding individuals too seriously and losing my temper. - Albert Einstein -
you had to be just as ...
She can nix their origin and past.
But as I already knew and Einstein had already written would be the humor think if we lose, people would do it differently than they could do it ...
Thoughts are free but the will not XD
Only when one understands what he really wanted to say what these words mean, you understand why I just can smile :-)
C'est la vie
Life is too short for you to cry afterwards.
Some will always love you but the rest do not care.
You will not find true freedom ... I've had since my principles XDUnd stopped me to have sex with her and I only money time effort some blood a few tears a lot of pain (poor poor XD) and ne portion of dignity it had lost, I can say ...
This is for you my lost treasure ;-)
No.3
24 weeks
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