Welcome back to the solitude
Every minute I have to distract me.
In the few seconds since I do not I break fast together.
I notice how the noose draws ever closer.
I rinse off a spoon and it tears me apart fast.
No matter what I do, I do think it 'you can not do with it. "
must imagine what it would be with her to see a movie, wash the dishes, darzuliegen ...
Every moment in the certainty they need to do it without.
was never alone to be as hard as now.
stupid tears still in there ...
I should be strong and to allow for even stop her now missing a part.
I should ... but .. I get it not go.
In the distance I'm completely useless.
Once again, my hands tied.
I can not go without they are.
never again be without it.
I want to spend my life with her.
a taste I had and it made me addicted.
I want is my life to our lives.
Will a future together.
every night to sleep next to her.
every morning with her wake.
live for the small beautiful moments with her, I.
you smile to see.
your reactions when I make her happy.
your beautiful eyes ...
your voice ...
The nuances and details about her, its gestures and facial expressions in every moment I can be with her ...
It is the best thing I can meet in my life.
It is unique.
it is worth it to meet every need and everything to do for them and to give her only the best possible future ...
I often wonder if I'll be the one who ...
I'll try, because she deserves it.
I have to do it.
I'll make you smile every day to cast on the lips.
Too long we will not see ...
three days I would be too much ...
Menno ..
Why can not life be simpler ... at least occasionally.
fall in love, lose and never be happy together.
What speaks against it?
Again I can not sleep ...
3rd day and only 4 hours sleep ...
Everything is better when there is.
all ...
...
..
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I love you honey bunny
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