WAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh ...... make love doooooof XD I have all 3 Twilight pieces will see x'D Boah love blind or I would be in the CINEMA (Yes, I was in the cinema with her in this film) is well-tuned gestorben.XD And I have money for it spent ... Eventually herranwachsen is the memory of the film a tennis ball size tumor in and kill me ... The best of everything ... When I was short on m loo was the "best scene in the movie ... The only scene that could have saved the evening can take place and I'm sitting on NEM to NEM Keramiktron cinema seat and before me the best thing I had that night in front of me .. the sayings of the Klowand ... emotional reaction richer and funnier than the movie ... You can say going to the toilet was better than the movie XD much easier and in 2 ways ... No matter ... I know all 3 parts and I must say ... New Moon was sooooooooo ..... (The O's go to China and back), the crappy even a perfect film version of Eclipse, the series would no longer be saved. Without the stubborn fans of the books that keep well, with the lack of drama by Robert Pattinson (aka the guy dies at the end of the (Harry Potter) or Glitzervampier) not The films can be seen, the films would not even come to Europe ...
day I was shopping with my parents. My father gave me a jigsaw with all the bells and whistles OO That was awesome ^ _ ^ I'm sooooo somehow felt much better. Only now and with things that reminded me of it I felt sick and I was sad. perish days and I realize that I now find I need more help no one and must beistehn and blah, I gather more power for myself can. Sure it hurts and I miss her. But today is the first day after it was closing time where she has not written me or called and already feeling better. Always their school stress, "step-carl", her mother and the General family stress, we went back NEM boyfriend / girlfriend drama or bad and Shafi is once again in the ass and everything has to be exciting ... Simply buy time alone, talking without stress, be with people who take a just in n arm and think of a ... Family just ... Next weekend is first ooooordendlich a drink because Daniel and Manu come ^ _ ^ The guys I've had long seen nothing around and I'm looking forward. I've forgotten how nice it can be when nothing is. I'm always more of a connoisseur .. a Seelebaumelnlasser .. The better off than in n Irischpub in ne disco. Clyde asked if I go with the Caesar, but I was always the non-right. gemüdlich dear to Horst. Hey I'm now even more money because any gifts and nothing XD Maybe soon I plan NEN trip to Bremen. And I put aside to travel to what once again with my father. Who knows how long I can still ... Jasmin would really appreciate if I visit them. must also make up I again I let myself relax you ... Hmm ... maybe I'll bring her n Bear in people with size (if affordable, of course) they can cuddle and ... if they stick loppen acid is ^ _ ^ I also need n Verkloppbär. the Oo I have to carry so well until then ... hundreds of kilometers with NEM bear on m lap ... GG maybe you prefer one of the suitcases in n passt.XD me today Have a vodka martini mixed .. shaken not stirred. tastes good. Absolut Vodka is absolutely delicious ^ ^ A Russian it has strongly discouraged me. On the 10th I go (as appropriate) in n jazz club where I anhöre.Live Blues. morning I do the first time all alone n large soup pot. soup with chicken and all the trimmings. I buy nothing more ready to force me regularly to cook and eat fresh. Tomorrow I'll me n appointment with the doctor and NEM dermatologist. Hope knows how the cream is the one to make scars disappear so fast ... somehow fits the color on and make it smaller or something ... I hope that the M to get away to be reminded not always remember how naive I was. € 14 € or 24 think I've bought most of the times ... 'd write me the name to ... But the money it is worth it. The pain hidden away the advantages they is. She pushed me eh nurnoch at a distance from the other began with the ... had already ne guess but I thought I would nee the non-girlfriend relax .. do they love me too .. Well .. if you love they do not usually stunted. I'm as guilty of nothing but ... more than try to not repeat it. The Heishunger away (on the contrary I take off again) and my body seems to be readjusted to better. I have learned lately as quickly draw new strength from small things, so now where no longer there when I give them, I've more than enough. I begin again to dream of a normal ... Have tonight no nightmare had oO That's rarely happened even in the relationship. XD The coronation is I've been dreaming of Marie and I was neither angry nor anything else ... She was to visit and we have so talked and I showed her nor the range and so ... It was as if it is I do not care ... I dream again intense and adventurous ... begin And my eyes (have not) contribute to a lively again ... you are sad if I was so hurt and my heart and bla ... I could see today for the first time in the mirror again ... At first I thought I the pain eats at me and had to get out the anger ... but it's not anger that help me out ... There is a certain indifference to me and I accept what decision she has made. Whether it will be so happy I can not care ... that I would be happy with it is improbable anyway .. So I can also to accept that he now makes the same mistake as I ... but I find funny that it's them "speak evil behind the back" by the time I've learned is upset about it what I said about it even though it still does not really lie behind her back was because I told her exactly the same also said ... This awareness of the lack of the will protects me from being myself and my fellow men as acting and deciding individuals too seriously and losing my temper. - Albert Einstein - you had to be just as ... She can nix their origin and past. But as I already knew and Einstein had already written would be the humor think if we lose, people would do it differently than they could do it ... Thoughts are free but the will not XD Only when one understands what he really wanted to say what these words mean, you understand why I just can smile :-) C'est la vie Life is too short for you to cry afterwards. Some will always love you but the rest do not care. You will not find true freedom ... I've had since my principles XDUnd stopped me to have sex with her and I only money time effort some blood a few tears a lot of pain (poor poor XD) and ne portion of dignity it had lost, I can say ...
If you think you're someone something never forgive and never again bear to speak to the Jeniger ... If you think "that's it and the person died for me" ... If you try to skip the pain and thinks she deserves to get all the pain suffered by you ... If you think nothing will change my mind .. is a phone call and you realize that love does not die easily ... If you think you hate the person .. is a single phone call and you realize that you can not say "I can not forgive you what you have done "... If you tried everything to fill the gaps and shop with something as banal notice how much it hurts from now on to live without it ... If you think you could let love pass away by pain transforms into hatred and raises about love ...
... then you realize how wrong ...
... then you realize that if you really love it always be a part of one's
... ... then you realize that you can not say "I give you no 2nd chance" ... ... then you realize
with which it is pointless to fight lost battles ...
. .. then you realize how cruel the heart is and how treacherous
... ... then you realize the true love remains until the heart stops beating ...
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not boast swells, not on, not behave indecently, does not look after their own interests, does not become provoked. Thinketh not evil. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails. (1 Corinthians 13:4-8)
The world is full of liars and just keep a small light in itself .. something honest and pure. I count myself among the few. But there is everything there is to destroy the pure and sincere and also still hold good and proud of it. you will never learn what love really is. find what it is so empty and dark as it has itself suffered very My light. It almost died would be forever. Because the wolf in sheep's clothing is often ... The next sheep led to slaughter. And the wolf wash his fur again pointing to the blood of his prey once again to täuchen. wanted my blood wanted, I drink yours ... But the battle is over and my light is back stärker.Langsam ... you only want new Blood ... Virgin drops ... Sweet Rubies ...
Who bothers to eat the wolf at the end just for dessert.
He has chosen you for me to take away only what he will suffer again goes to the thieves when he took the treasure a curse. (No, I have not cursed)
You were never alone ... was no relationship between each time ... they overlapped ... only in order to maintain the appearance ... You do not want relationship ... You lied no one want other ... lied
The same pattern again and again ... This bastard of me stretched out my girlfriend has to be replaced as well ...
But yes I have my beer my whiskey and so on ... love for alcohol ... My liver will hate you. But what interested still what you feel ... There you will hurt as long as each until you're alone. And your tears are worthless because you have hurt so many times. You were the victim and the perpetrator is always despicable. I hate criminals! You let me forget what was good in you ...
now remains for me nurnoch I'm not doing the same mistake again ... The common denominator is the all mothers who are divorced and are mostly untalented ... In addition, SVV and absolutely wiedersprüchlicher Desire in terms of the partner. I will have no relationship ... more no love no more hope. Should I be so stupid me back on a woman then never again engage one of those. The woman comes with any sort of long ... meaningless again wasting efforts to people who are ... senseless to waste anything .... I must now be no matter what others think. If I had to convince me to do something, persuaded me that my feeling is wrong ... I would have listened to my feelings and will have it. would have saved me a lot of pain. had much to save from my heart. My attention needs to earn only one. If that nobody does it just not deserved. I will continue to improve and maybe someday I find someone who is appropriate ... Someone who really understands ... But then I stay with friends ... love makes sense only hope that one will be taken. Someone who says I was a narcissist just do not know what I can do ... I not even half as much ego as you would if you had on it as much as I do. My potential can not even rate your ... My ego I always small because I'm usually so selfish as to make quite a few bad to me. But you understand me not even in the least because I think it would be wrong ... I I'm just trying to live reasonably happy master in spite of many findings that are sobering ... When she finally learns I say wrong assumptions about your reactions to test it and to keep you in the faith that I would fall for what you play on it ... It is almost obvious but you think I'm stupid ... fact you realize you underestimated me .. otherwise you would have noticed the most obvious. you say yes but not what you think this has the effect lies in your sense. real time ... for how stupid you think I am ... I you could simulate every character and all psychically disorder and you would keep you for super-human nature ... Is kind of funny that comes to their narcissism ... you think you know what a house is by analyzing the color of her house ... You must find the simple behind everything else you will never understand the psyche.
When I show who I am open I am understood even less ... Attempts have more than 13 physicians. all failed ... And these were pros ...
If you serious about what you said to me you can not at the water-rich ...
This awareness of the lack of the will protects me from being myself and my fellow men as acting and deciding individuals too seriously and losing my temper.
If you think this is wrong or the words of an idiot who finds out everything that was said ... I have come to the same conclusion without which I ever heard from someone. But when I tried to explain to me just looked funny ... What you do not understand is wrong ... What ever ... I'm not going to do to grow up around you ...
I do not expect a longer understands me but if you can believe it you're wrong ... for this it needs more. Besides, if something is packaged into concepts that far that it goes well! ZB. Someone who recognizes a borderline it may still not understand why. Someone who understands someone really does not need a tag and drawers because it's not something there. The inventions are to categorize it to generalize and to communication with other physicians. But that would be like when they want to divide the entire color spectrum in 3 colors ... ... Anyway ... I'm tired of stupid people and their opinions ... If someone wants to learn from me ok ... If someone really knows something better I will learn from him. But if I try again stupid people opinions that do not even withstand a short interrogation to force them to drown in their stupidity and yet keep their opinions to themselves. Who does not want to hear my opinion needs to do not to talk to me ... did not know anyone when I'm forced to.
Sounds goofy but honestly ... I write this not to hear the opposite ... But ne support in opinion is not necessary ... Although I usually get to hear criticism. Yes is clear all my fault and that brings us all continue to kick me when I'm down. I know I make mistakes sometimes but I will tell my friends the time "Is not your fault." The one when you strengthen your back is lonely .. say is the right one ... And not remember what the finished push one another without which they themselves at the end ... Even if I remember lying on the ground only a few that I'm weak ... eigendlich I know nobody's interested I write a few exceptions that are not easy to read and interpret it ... makes no difference whether it eigendlich Now I write more .. For dolls not write
who receive medical treatment due to mental disease, faces a problem: Few people can provide information on adverse effects and side effects. Uniform rules, as with drugs, does not yet exist. It is about one in ten patients after a bad psychotherapy than before.
"For risks and side effects read the package insert and ask your doctor or pharmacist!" These remarks Everybody knows that before a drug was prescribed. Even before surgery, patients are informed about the risks. Who goes to psychotherapy, but is usually not warned of possible consequences. Involves psychotherapy perhaps no risks?
"Quite the opposite," says Carsten Spitzer psychotherapy researchers. In psychology magazine Gehirn & Geist (issue 09/2010), he calls together with his colleague Rainer Richter and Bernd lion from the University Hospital Hamburg-Eppendorf, Harald Frey of the University of Greifswald Berger uniform rules for educating patients about the harmful effects of psychotherapy for the art establishment.
therapists often underestimate the number of failures. The various studies have shown in recent years. The fact that the desired results fail to occur sometimes or even deterioration, is occupied for decades. Why treatment fails in detail, however, is poorly understood. Even Sigmund Freud
observed in some of his patients "a worsening of the cure," and he only made them responsible for the worsening symptoms - such as the causes of their problems because they allegedly repressed. Since then, side effects of therapy is usually charged to the patient and not to errors of the therapist or the treatment concept returned. In a 2008 study found Spitzer and colleagues, however, are that neither patient characteristics such as age, gender or professional status or character of characteristics such as anxiety and shame with the course of therapy in context.
"We assume that problematic aspects of the therapist contribute significantly to the failure of psychotherapy," said Spitzer. Other studies back this up. In the mid-1990s, studies showed the American psychologist David Mohr of Northwestern University in Chicago, patients react strongly to the conscious or unconscious reactions of the therapist. Disappointment, anger, or simply boredom stress treatment.
Spitzer and colleagues recommend that patients, therefore, two things you should talk to their therapists directly to possible side effects of treatment and ensure that the chemistry is right. "The biggest risk factor is a problematic relationship with the therapist," says Spitzer. Who from the beginning, not a good line to get treated, looks for another better. Imagine the problems start later one should look for patient and therapist together for solutions.
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Every minute I have to distract me. In the few seconds since I do not I break fast together. I notice how the noose draws ever closer. I rinse off a spoon and it tears me apart fast. No matter what I do, I do think it 'you can not do with it. " must imagine what it would be with her to see a movie, wash the dishes, darzuliegen ... Every moment in the certainty they need to do it without. was never alone to be as hard as now. stupid tears still in there ... I should be strong and to allow for even stop her now missing a part. I should ... but .. I get it not go. In the distance I'm completely useless. Once again, my hands tied. I can not go without they are. never again be without it. I want to spend my life with her. a taste I had and it made me addicted. I want is my life to our lives. Will a future together. every night to sleep next to her. every morning with her wake. live for the small beautiful moments with her, I. you smile to see. your reactions when I make her happy. your beautiful eyes ... your voice ... The nuances and details about her, its gestures and facial expressions in every moment I can be with her ... It is the best thing I can meet in my life. It is unique. it is worth it to meet every need and everything to do for them and to give her only the best possible future ... I often wonder if I'll be the one who ... I'll try, because she deserves it. I have to do it. I'll make you smile every day to cast on the lips. Too long we will not see ... three days I would be too much ... Menno .. Why can not life be simpler ... at least occasionally. fall in love, lose and never be happy together. What speaks against it? Again I can not sleep ... 3rd day and only 4 hours sleep ... Everything is better when there is. all ... ... .. .
